Yesterday two horses I never wanted to say goodbye to stepped onto a trailer and rode out of my life.
Except, this time it's not.
The nature of this parting was so deliberately hurtful, it's hard to see any basis for a friendship going forward.
I can not tell you how hard this has been. I've spent the last month questioning every aspect of the last ten years. Were we ever really friends? Was it all one sided? Did I just see what I wanted to see? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
As I stood in front of an empty stall this morning, I realized the friendship was real, but limited. What I thought was a lifelong, committed relationship, was actually a seasonal fling. It was a good season, a long season, but ultimately, just a season.
Yesterday two horses I never thought I’d to say goodbye to stepped onto a trailer and rode out of my life. I am sad to see them go, but also, I am relieved.
It's time to move on to the next season.


























































